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20 May 2008 @ 08:25 pm
But I figured I'd let everyone know that I'm working on a fanmix for the episodes 'House's Head' and 'Wilson's Heart'...as well as a bit afterwards. I'm compelled...it needs expressing...

So um...yeah.

Now that I'm done telling everyone...I'll just um...go curl up in this corner...and hope no one's expecting miracles? xD
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Day Three: Pain - Ayreon
19 May 2008 @ 10:16 pm
More House, please?

The finale was so heartbreaking. I cried...even though I knew what would happen, I cried anyway. What else could have happened, after all?

Now I just need to know what happens next. What happens with them? Where do we go from here?

Oh, I'm so torn apart right now. I need happy time now. ;3;
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Teardrop - Massive Attack
13 May 2008 @ 01:34 am
I have a whole week to wait to see what happens on House... ;3;

I'm gonna be edgy all week waiting....

Not to mention that I tuned in just in time to see Booth get shot by the crazy stalker chick on Bones. D:<

So I have to wait and see how that turns out too.

I hate tuning in just at the last moment at the episode before the season finale. Then again, the season finale always leaves off in a bitch place too.

I've barely seen any of this season's House episodes, but it's been enough that I'm all freaking out about how long I have to wait. ;3;

I really, really, really think Amber dies. Which makes me both happy and sad at the same time.

Also? I started suspecting it was Amber towards the middle. I was all: WTF? Where are Amber in this episode? D:<


That was my bitch/rant for today.

I'm still pissed about it, though.
Current Location: living room
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: D12 - My Band
08 May 2008 @ 02:28 pm
It is a random day, just like every other day. However, today I felt a need to post in my LJ. So. Here I am. Posting. Liek whoa, yeah?

I can't remember when the last time I posted was, but I'm pretty sure it was forever ago. So. Um. What's new with me? A bunch, and yet, nothing.

I have 30 some odd days left until graduation. It's approaching scarily fast. I have a lot of schoolwork still clamoring to be caught up on. As well as my Senior Project. Which...is a beast. I don't want to do it, but it has to be done by Monday. T_T

Plus, once I graduate...I'll have to be an adult. ;3; I'm a bit intimidated by that.

However, since I'm moving to Ohio...I rather think that I'll just have to get over it. Harold says that I'll be fine. I believe him. But it's still scary.

Strange. Usually I have a whole bunch to talk about. But lately I haven't felt a desire to talk about anything. Online or otherwise. O-o;

I guess this entry will just have to stay short. I'm sure no one will complain.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Welcome To My Nightmare - Alice Cooper
07 February 2008 @ 11:28 am
I stole this from shizuka_blooms, because it looked fun. xD

Follow these easy steps!
1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first article title on the page is the name of your band.

2. http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four words of the very last quote is the title of your album.

3. http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Use your graphics program of choice to throw them together, and post the result as a comment in this post. Also, pass it along in your own journal because it's more amusing that way.
Current Mood: sicksick
29 January 2008 @ 10:56 am
It's been a long time since I've been this bored. I mean...usually I've got the internet for entertainment purposes...but...there's just nothing out there that sparks my interest.

I don't want to watch anime, because I don't want to read subtitles. I don't want to play FFXII, because the judge is being a bitch and not letting me beat him. So I have to run around and level up. Plus the story is kinda...blah. I mean, yeah, I'm still just getting started, so I have hopes that it's gonna get better...but it's definitely not the best I've played so far.

I'm kinda leaning towards just mixing a bunch of cds today. Just for fun. But...I mean...I'll run out of blank cds if I do that. T_T

None of the music rotation journals have rotated today....well, none that I haven't already visited...and it's still at that time of month where none of the other rotation sites on the web are up.

I kinda feel bad...Harold's sounding down...and I'm sure it's my fault...but I had so much social time this weekend, I was just...drained. I slept so much yesterday...and actually, Sunday too. So it wasn't like I didn't want to talk to him...

I need something to do~

I can't even go outside, it's too effing cold for that. And doing the dishes...well...a) won't last me long, and b) is boring too. I'll do them eventually, of course.

I was thinking a long bath, read in the tub...but it's cold outside of the tub. It'd defeat the purpose.

Oh well.

Just so long as I got this off my chest, I guess. I'll post about something more interesting later, I guess.

On a side note...I uploaded songs for the first time ever. =D I'm proud of mehself. =D
Current Mood: boredbored
20 January 2008 @ 05:46 am
Hey, surprise!

Nearly a year after that last entry there, I've returned to haunt livejournal again. A lot has changed, and by a lot...I mean a lot. All sorts of it is stuff I never would have thought would happen...life's so radically different.

Not all in a good way, but not in a terrible way either.

Let's see. It's January of '08 now...This is what should be my last Senior year of high school. If all goes well, I'll graduate, and we'll all have a happy celebratory time. School's all online this year...I'm wishy-washy on whether or not I'm happy with it. The course material is interactive, that much I do like...but I still have to read a great deal of boring stuff. I don't have to deal with all the drama of face-to-face high school, which is a huge plus.

I'm not living with my parents anymore...I moved in with my best friend and her mom. That by itself was...an ordeal. But not long after I moved in with her, we moved out of the apartment and into a duplex by one of the schools up here. It's a nice enough place. Quiet neighborhood...close to a few grocery stores, and there's a pretty good teriyaki place just down the street. That I'm happy about.

Now I need to learn how to drive. It really is rather important...along with getting a job, and my identification. It wouldn't be good to be asked to show ID and not have any. -___-;

I mean really. How can one get carded if there's no ID to show them? That completely defeats the purpose, don't you think?

I've moved more this year than I really ever want to move again. I mean, all in one swift period. I don't mind the idea of moving again, but I don't want to throw things in boxes, get semi-unpacked, and then pack everything up again to move into a new place. I still haven't finished unpacking, and it's been months. The room's so full of clutter, I have no idea where to begin.

It's feeling a lot more like home now, which is good. I didn't really feel any of the home sickness I thought I would when I moved out. The first night...I cried. I really, really cried. But that was before I'd even started moving my stuff out. And that was the reason I did move out. Things are better between my family and I now, and I'm getting closer to having everything moved out of my old room. Pretty soon K will have the garage all to herself, for which I'm glad. It's a nice room, but I don't begrudge her having to deal with my parents.

My sister got a cat...she named it Cid Viscious...I don't know why she insists on spelling it like a retard, but it's her choice, I guess. She's pretty upset with how mom and dad are cracking down on her now that I've left, but it was really to be expected. That's how they were to me when I was there, and although I feel bad for leaving her to deal with them, I couldn't take it any more. On a plus side, she's moved into a bigger room...

It really seems like ever since I moved out, they've taken the time to make the house look nice again. They've refloored the entire house, repainted, and been attempting to keep up on the yard. They bought a carport and a shed...as well as two motorcycles. It's like...not having to provide for me has really made their lives easier.

Which is depressing to consider, but I'm glad that things are looking up for them.

I've got a boyfriend now...he's a sweet guy. An egotistical jerk at times, yes...but that's really part of his charm. He's smart, funny, and kind, though he does take things to heart that aren't meant that way. He lives over in Ohio, which is a ways away, I'll grant you that. But things are working out just fine for us so far, and we've made plans already, so there's nothing to worry about.

He's talking about coming out here this spring, which would make me so happy. I could introduce him to the familly...let him get to know everyone...

I'm on anti-depressants...they're...kinda helping? They gave me the wrong dosage this last time...bastards. My head's been swimmy for a good week and a half...but I can't take any more than one a day, or I won't have enough to last me...it really sucks.

Now that the first semester of school's winding down, and things are getting to a normal pace, I can put together a resume and start looking for a steady source of income. Once the room's cleaned up, I can get to my nicer clothing, and find the shoes I want. I really do like this place...

Aaaand...I'm considering running a music rotation. This isn't for sure, I'm just toying with the idea...and even if I did run a rotation, I doubt it would be more than 3 songs a week...and I probably wouldn't update often...but it could be enjoyable. Hehe.

Anyway. Now that I've pretty much covered the major points in my life of change, I think I'mma go finish watching Disgaea and go to sleep. I'm making it a goal to post in this more often now that I'm no longer on Gaia...I need somewhere to let my mind out to wander. xD
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: C'mon Sea Legs -- Immaculate Machine
15 February 2007 @ 05:02 pm
Yeah, it's been forever since I posted, hasn't it? I wasn't real motivated to do it before now, but I am! n_n

This year's been better than last so far. I've got my medication, and I'm going to counseling...and I'm feeling a lot better...I still have my episodes, sometimes I don't feel like getting out of bed...but I'm doing a lot better. I find it hard to believe that some day I might not ever feel that way.

I'm going to be at school one more year. It kind of makes me sad, especially knowing that everyone I know is moving on, graduating...I'll probably never see them again after this.

But I think I'll be alright. I think I can handle it.

I'm in Sno-Isle now. I'm learning JavaScript. Well, I'm kind of learning JavaScript. xD

I've been looking for a job, because it's about time I moved out. It'll make things easier for my parents, not having to provide for me.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: Sunset Swish - My Pace
30 July 2006 @ 12:57 pm
Funny, eh? The weather's actually been really nice lately. And yes. I am complaining.

I'm sick of it. Good thing it's thinking about raining today. Because I die when it's as warm as it has been lately.

I'm bored out of my mind, and there's really nothing to do around here. Sucks living in such a hick town and not being able to drive. Now, yeah, I could learn...but I'm scared to.

Counseling. Argh. It's going well, I suppose. Could be worse...I'm already sick of it, though. Maybe if my mom didn't insist on going with me, it wouldn't be so bad. But as it is, it's a little awkward...>.>


Have you guys seen the advertisement (trailer) for 'Pulse'? It looks...~*shivers*~ Ooooh, I can hardly wait until it comes out. It looks that good. <3

I mean, you know it's good when it gives me the shivers just watching the trailer. I can hardly wait! Now I just need my sister to pay me back so that I can take meh gf to see it with me. Yeah...I'm a wimp. Can't go see scary movies on my own. That and it's an excuse to go somewhere with her. <333
Current Location: Sultan
26 June 2006 @ 09:41 am
So, I'm finally back from vacation. I spent a week moving down the Oregon coastline, went down and saw the Redwood forest in California...

I have to say, it was pretty fun, actually. One could get used to the vacation thing. No stress, no modern world...it's pretty awesome. So is the camping, so long as there's no wind. Because our tent? It sucked major ass... xP

The weather was absolutely beautiful. It didn't rain once (though I must admit, I was hoping to see some rain once I made it home...). We spent a lot of time at the beach, and although the wind never quit, it sure was nice. Except for the one time I actually went swimming. I got so cold, and then when I got out to dry off, my parents weren't there to give me a towel. So I sat there in the wind, outside the locked car...it sucked. I was so cold.

Anyway. I'm tired of talking about my vacation. Maybe I'll get back to it later.
Current Mood: blankblank